Midnight Rant Part II? Oh well, not tonight :3
by Adina Ammyza.
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Insya Allah, this post won't be long :)
I don't know why, fikiran rasa terbeban tiba2. Hati rasa berdebar. Because of someone. I felt like, I've done something wrong towards that person. I felt like, that person is mad at me for a cause that I, myself, is not sure of. Astaghfirullah. Why am I feeling like this? Maybe, I've been overthinking? Or maybe, that was just my feeling. Hmmm. I don't know. I seriously have no idea why I suddenly felt like that. Kalau rasa macam ni, masuk tak dalam kategori bersangka buruk pada orang lain? Well, hope not.
To Anyone or Anybody, Everyone and Everybody,
I am so sorry for my mistakes. If I've done something wrong, please, PLEASE let me know it. So, we can fix things up. I don't want to wake up and live my life feeling guilty towards you guys. Do forgive me.
P/s: Azam baru, nak jadi seorang yang mudah memaafkan orang. The old me was, idk how to say. It's hard for me to forgive people. And I don't wanna be that anymore. Sebab, as time goes by, it kills me inside :'( Ada orang pernah bagi tahu aku, 'Kalau nak hidup aman, hati pun rasa tenang, jadilah seorang yang mudah memaafkan'. Sedangkan Allah pun mengampuni dosa hamba-Nya. Nabi pun mengampunkan umatnya. Apatah lagi aku :')
Goodnight and Assalamualaikum :')
