You will always be in my heart,
by Adina Ammyza.
There he was. Standing right in front of me. I was stunned. No words to describe him. Maybe one. PERFECT. Yeah. He was perfect in my eyes. That lips, that eyes, that nose. I remember his face exactly how it was when I first saw him. As I was absorbed while staring at him, he looked back. Maybe, he felt that someone was staring at him. As I saw him looking back, I looked away. I felt nervous. What will he think of me, staring him like that? I felt so stupid. But, I couldn't stop. When he looked away, I stared again. I felt like some kind of weirdo. Staring at a guy. I don't know. All I know was I felt something in my heart. I fell for him. I think I was so in LOVE. Maybe, this is LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, like they said. I never felt something like this before. I fell, for someone, this quick. TOO QUICK, I shall say. When I looked at him, everything just stopped. And disappeared. I only saw him. Only him. I was flying so high. Then, he walked away. Disappeared from my sight. I wanted to follow him. But I realize then, I need to get a grip. Gravity pulled me down to earth as soon as he slowly gone from my eyes. Deep inside, I hoped I'll meet him again. And, hoped that he fell for me too. Wait, WHAT WAS I THINKING? It's impossible. He wouldn't fall for me. Maybe, he's taken by somebody else. Who knows? I'm just a stranger to him. A stranger, who deeply fell in love for him. A stranger whose head is over heels for him. Deep down, I felt disappointed. I knew this would be our first and last meeting. We will never see each other again. Never. And we will never be together. But until now, this moment, he never left my mind. I always think of him. His face. I remember it still. And I frequently wonder, does he remember me? I still hope that he had feelings for me. I still hope that we will meet again someday. I still hope that fate will bring us together. And now, my heart is in deep pain, realizing that none of this will happen. Will never happen. He will always be just someone whom I love so dearly, from afar. And I will always be a nobody to him. Just a nobody.
The End xx